I just want to hate everyone.
I just wish I wasn’t affected so deeply by what they say.
At least one month ago a person called me giant. Every night since then I have gone to sleep with those words in my ears, that thought in my mind.
I just want to be good enough.
I just wish I could be good enough.
Yet I’m afraid if I do lose the weight, people still won’t like me. Then what will I have to blame? I have this undying feeling that this will be the case.
I just want to stop doubting myself.
I wish I could stop being so doubt-able .
Anonymous asked: The people you call friends, don't seem like very good ones. I think you're beautiful, and are definitely worth it!
I think you’re beautiful, for going out of your way to message someone this. I think we should be friends :) xx
p.s- message me off anon ;)
Whenever I come across a song that I’ve never heard before and I instantly love I just shut my eyes and smile. I can just feel the music.




